Thursday, April 29, 2010

Relationship?

Currently in Monash's comp lab... we(Me, Lenne, Steph, Char, Chloe) are s'pose to do our assignment 2 for B & E stats ya know, but everyone ended up Facebooking and such(including me), expected lol

Well, when I was FB-ing + Reading online manga, I saw a 'kinda meaningful' post, some of the words makes me feel like writing a blog post to tell those who've been complaining about their relationship.

"相愛容易相處難,婚姻與戀愛最大的不同,就是「戀愛看的是對方的優點」,而「婚姻卻是要包容對方的缺點」。 "


"在決定要不要嫁給(娶)他之前,應該先問自己:我愛的是他哪一個部份?這個部份是他的全部嗎?"
"在決定要不要離婚之前,也應該先問自己:我討厭的是他哪一個部份?而這個部份是他的全部嗎?"
 
"與其說緣份是遇到一個能讓自己欣賞與被欣賞優點的人,倒不如說是緣份是找到一個,能讓自己願意包容與被包容缺點的人。"
 
"以戀愛的心來看婚姻,自然是怎麼看怎麼失望,我認為這樣的人是還不適合結婚的,否則必然會將自己的痛苦建築在別人痛苦之上。"
 
"婚姻須要經營,任何事業可以失敗重來,婚姻卻沒有這種特質!"
 
.....etc.
 
There're tons of words that are making sense, it'll be time consuming if I post every single one of them, haha.... Well, I've shared the link in my Facebook, so feel free to read it there. :)
 
p/s: ah jie, Jas, Cath... read it! xD
 
-1.43pm-

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Busy Busy & Busy

 21/4/2010

Foooohhhh..... 1.51am eh? just reach home few mins ago @@"

Recently, I've been really busy.... simply busy! Right after I handed in my last piece of Assignment 1- Accounting, presentation for management & Assignmentsssss 2 awaits!

Luckily, get to relax bit when I'm with those Uni friends of mine... these buncha peps are crazeh! They can be nice, can be fun, can be an ass(in a good way), can be mega-awesomely lame, can be bitchy, can be friggin entertaining! For instance, crapped & bitched with them for this whole day afternoon, HAH!

Tell you what, ever since I started to car pool with Steph, I laugh da helloutta my ass every friggin Uni day man! It's real damn fun to have a friend like her who stone you every time when you're driving... except-- when she's driving, and traffic jam occurs. Trust me, nobody wanna sit in da same car with her for that moment.

Just gotta mention about this-- I got back my damn econs essay today... 4.5/10, well, expected, since I'm such an ass who always do things at last mins then screw everything up.

Anyways, I've been having practices & rehearsal for tomorrow(22nd) & Friday's(23rd) performances... it was real damn exhausting! Especially when Mr. Lim asked us to "SING IT TO THE EXTREME! THIS IS AN OPERA!" for the song Quando Menvo.. holy mother *beep beep*! Today's full run rehearsal ends at 12.3x am, and we had our supper at a mamak called Nali(wonder if I spelled it correctly), satisfied, fooh!

It's really tiring when I'm involved in a Quartet, an opera ensemble, choir, and back stage works at the same time! Learned a lot though.... seriously. It's my 1st time performing as a ensemble soloist (minor char, but a good start I guess :) for public performance!

Thank you Mr. Lim, for giving me such a precious chance to learn (even though you just put me in without informing me at all, LOL).

It's been quite some time since I actually get involve so much with the choir members... it's really fun to spend time with them. We joke, we sing, we enjoy every single piece of music, and we work together to make a concert work... yeap, it totally pulled all my attention away from... well, something.

Still, I feel like something's missing even though I'm so much occupied... except every morning I guess? haha..

Ah well... gotta sleep soon guys! Have been sleeping kinda 'early' these days man... my friends keep telling me that "how come your eyes so red 1 ah?", hahaha...

Owh, before that, recently I got addicted to the mange "One Piece"! Read it online though, seems like it's near to the ending part already? Don't feel like finishing it so soon :(

1 of my favorite character in this Manga is missing though... Brooke, a skeleton, hahaha...

-2.20am-

Saturday, April 17, 2010

I'm fatigue

16/4/2010
Sheesh.... waited so long for a call, and now I just gotta get my ass off to my bed coz of this kinda reason she gave... zzzz...

Wondering why am I so stupid again eh? Oh well... Seems like... well, the usual thing in my mind, just gotta keep it to myself.

Anyways, was kinda happy today, finally finished my accounting assignment! :)

I rushed like shit... 1st I couldn't complete it at the deadline, plus I was FREAKING TIRED! Then, after I finished everyting, I rush to Mr. Ravi(the lecturer)'s room to hand it up, luckily somebody was coming out so I could squeeze in before the door lock again.

Before that, when I was doing all the staple work, Amos asked:" why your assignment looks so thick?" I didn't really bother checking and when I found a stapler written "for 50 pages and above", I just get it over with and rush to the office.

So, when I rush into Mr. Ravi's room, I was like:" sorry sir, printing problem(that's why I'm late)." *handing in the paper* "it's ok, leave it here." "thanks sir.."
Then, suddenly he was like "huh? why did you put this along with your assignment?" When I look at it----- FARK!!! MY UNIT GUIDE!!! NO WONDER IT WAS SO FRIGGIN' THICK DAMMIT! =__________="""

Yeap, embarrassing, I know.

After all the ruckus, I called Ms. Paul and told her about the lost book.. she was kinda, err, 'shocked' like I've expected? lol

I apologized and she told me we'll discuss it later when we have class.. sorry Ms. Paul, really didn't mean it T____T

Then, on the way home, I called the turtle since I wanted to have dinner with somebody(my family ditched me, somehow). He told me that it's Walter's early birthday celebration party today! I was kinda tired actually, was thinking bout having a quick dinner then go home and sleep! But since I haven't seen those gang of people for quite some time, plus the turtle keep convincing me, at the end I decided to go... yea, even though I was entirely fatigued.

When we reach there, I found out that it's a BBQ party! I love BBQ just so u know ><"
since I'm more interested in havin' fun cookin' those food-- esp the lamb chops! =D

17/4/2010

Well, I had fun, really fun... I'm kinda tired now so gotta skip all the details, hehe. I followed the turtle's car there, and he went off early, so Roy sent me home instead... he told me about sumthin', that've been keep bothering me for quite some time... yea, we had a long chat, not a very good 1 though.. so my mood kinda went down, wavering..

I saw her online when I reach home and sign in my MSN, with a big "T___________T" face on her msn pm. I asked her what happened, she said that she'll call me later... so I waited, doing nothin' right in front ma comp.. for god knows how long. Then it started raining outside.. it reminds me of how tired I am, seriously farking sleep. She didn't reply me on MSN, so I called her... she never pick up, but told me "my phone no battery." I was like... WHAT?!

So what's the point she told me that she'll call me? C'mon.. if she don't really feel like talking, just tell me that! If she really wanted to talk, she would've check her phone 1st isn't it? =="

Urgh.. tired like shit, gotta sleep now, whatever. Why should I get my mood down like shit for something like this? I actually bother? HAH!

It's been like 5 days 'almost-without-sleep'... gosh! Eyes blur like shit for 5 days @@"

Good night world! when I was typing my eyes was half-closed man, SHIT! ><"

-2.34pm-

Thursday, April 8, 2010

坏心情

心情,好久没这么差了…… 原本被老妈无端乱骂一通,心情已经差得不像话了,谁知道…… 唉~~ 不想提太多,提了又怎样?她在乎吗?哈哈……

最近,开始习惯以英文写部落格了--她说不喜欢看华文嘛~ 一下子重写华文,还有点不习惯呢~ 呵呵~

其实,真不明白自己在烦些什么?也许就像 Stephanie 所说的,她不会属于我的,还是时候该‘走’咯~

日子久了,奢望的也越多。这样下去对大家都不好吧?真差劲…… 每次都是自己受不了而毁了一切的。我还真不知道自己还能撑得了多久呢…… 真怕会再次受伤害啊……

算了,不想了!还是去玩我的 Grand Fantasia Online 吧!

当心情差时,投入全副精神在游戏及漫画里,就好过得多了。

今晚……应该睡得着吧? ^^"

-1.17am-

Saturday, April 3, 2010

My 20th Birthday~

Yeap, a day after April Fool is the day when I came to this world~~

Even though I've not been looking forward to it... this year, I had my happiest birthday celebration :)

Steph, Pauline, Char, Lenne, Chloe, JJ, Link.. I LOVE THE HEAVEN OUTTA YOU GUYS!!!! XD

These people... gave me the best celebration ever! They came over to my house, went for Chicken Clay-pot/Steamboat, back to my house sing/yell, played PS2, went Temptation for dinner, then..... a 'surprise' I will say, haha.

I got 'prank', chicken dance, so-called "Pauline's friend", a Golden deck of cards, and a Superman T-shirt, LOL! Well I love the cards most, even though it's the cheapest (Stephanie, 2010) among all the 3 gifts~ The Marilyn Monroe is simply..... well, it made me speechless, stone giler, lol.. and the T-shirt is like friggin sexy(don't u guys know my size?). Oh btw Lenne, you better don't mess with me since I'm holding your secret, ngek ngek ngek~~

Special thanks to Pauline who drove here and there just to make it for my celebration! I know it's damn ma fan lolz. And Steph, thanks for swallowing the damn huge piece of cake! Can't believe you actually put it into your tiny stomach after the heavy dinner at Temptation~ x)

Well, we had so much fun and it's kinda hard to explain everything without our pics/videos... STEPH & CHLOE!!! Do your work!!! I'm so gonna write another post when I have those pictures with me alright?

Now, thanks(again) for those who wishes me... OH YEA! speaking of this, yesterday after they went home I wanted to write a blog before 12am(it was 11 something), who knows when I open my Facebook-- 39 notification + coming & coming & coming.... OMG! I replied every single post, 1 by 1, but it just keep coming! ><"

Then... someone whom I hold very dear spam my wall post!!! 17 posts in 1 shot! xD
and she actually stay up to 11.59pm just to wish me another "Happy Birthday"! Thanks my sweet lil' Angel :)
I know you're unhappy recently, sorry that I couldn't really make you smile..  :(

Lastly, sorry for those whom I 'somehow' forgotten to invite to join us for the half day trip! ><"
I know you guys won't blame me right? :)))

Sorry~~~ ><"

-8.14pm-