Sometimes... some people just let me feel so.... fake.
I really hate the kinda person who hide things from me. What's wrong with telling me the truth? What passed is past, there is no need to hide, no need to hold back.
What's the deal with keep addressing me as 'brother' while trying to hide things from me and making me looks like a fool?!
It hurts... so much. Even though I'd once told myself to forget about what happened between the 3 of us, but what you're doing now is making it worse, to a certain extend where I feel like giving you a straight punch when you talk to me.
I knew that I should never take anybody as important anymore but... yea, I'm still dumb enough to take you as a brother, keep supporting you whenever you're down...I've never felt such intense anger and mood of crying for quite some times already, thanks for giving me that.
This heartache is far exceeded how it felt back then.
I guess I should just give up. I don't need/want such a friend, such a 'brother'. Thanks for all the helps you've given me thus far, truly appreciate that, including today's. But I really can't take it anymore.
You'll be the 1 person whom I can never forgive for my entire life time.
I'll still wish you a good life, for the last time.
and allow me to honestly curse you for once: FUCK YOU BASTARD!
sorry about that, but I mean it.
-12.23am-
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