RANT!!!!!

Such a fuck-up holiday... dumb subjects arrangement of Monash, thanks A LOT!!! =="""

There's no way you can major in both Marketing & Finance within 3yrs time in Monash Uni no matter how you arrange your time table... so guys, go to other Uni if you're thinking bout majoring in these 2 subjects instead of this worthless-piece-of-shit Uni. >.>

I've been struggling through the 1st sem thinking "it will be fine after this. Once I get through all these troublesome subjects, I can go for my major subjects and complete them peacefully!"

BULL SHIT!!!

MONASH SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!

and I hate epic-failed-plans man, seriously. I got it twice this holiday, when I'm so much looking forward to it >.>

Sigh... guess I should quit planning stuffs, just follow the flow like I usually did. Why spent so much effort and get turn down eh? People are so funny, they could just say "yes, sure, why not?" "of course I'm on it!" "aiya, you call dou I sure on!" etc. when they're planning about it, but "oh I can't make it." "Shit I forgot!" "huh? you guys never tell me also!" "got such thing ah?" etc. after you plan everything... Geez...

I've got no idea why some people could be so much enthusiastic about outing's planning and the actual outings, while some can just 'show' you that they're very interested, like it's freaking gonna happen, but turn you down to the max the next second.

and my mum & sis really knows when is the time to annoys me most! HELL YEAH! =="

Oh well, guess I'll just let it be after all these ranting. Friggin' tired of this, seriously. >.>

Just take things less seriously I guess~

-6.49pm-

Holidays~

Well well... I guess I'm a little bit jealous- you're lucky bro, you have nice friends/"brothers" around to support you when you need them.

I've never actually had people who concerns & cheer me up all the time when I'm down... even though I'm always around when people need me, pfft. (Yes I'm complaining, if anybody don't like it then so be it, it's MY blog :P)

and at least you don't have to face something like your gf/ex went to your 'best friend' after you breakup with her, heh.

I hope you can get through this asap... I don't wish to get a flash back from you about things that happened to me before.

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Currently having holiday~~ and pretty much enjoying it :D

Though sometimes it's just soooooo free that I can't think of anything to do. Actually I still got quite some stuffs waiting for me: my new songs for the comptition, choir pieces, Tales of the Abyss, Kingdom Hearts, Glee, Full Metal Alchemist.......... etc.

I can even write them down into a whole long list! =="

However, sometimes you just feel like wasting your time.... I HAVE TIME TO WASTE, HAHA! xD

Just sit down, stare at the ceiling, thinking about the past... and learn something from that :)

or hide in my bed, empty my mind, sleep as much as I want to.

I really learned how to treasure my free time now, I've never love it as much before, LOL

I've got pretty much that I wanted to write actually... but I guess I'm too tired, everything went blank for now >.>

Oh well, it's time to go to bed! Tomorrow will be a half day outing with da Monash gang! xD

GOOD NIGHT PEPS!

-2.16am-

I'M FREE!!!

I'm finally through with all the papers!!! Even though I might fail like, well, 2 of them?

But still, at least I've tried my best last minute, lol

I guess I'll need to get some sleeps now... have been missing for god knows how many hours of sleeps already >.>

mega-awesomely tired!!!

NITEZ PEPS!!! :D

-1.37am-

Thoughts...

HAHA! FINALLY I'M THROUGH WITH STATISTIC PAPER!!! I'M FARKING THROUGH WITH IT!!!!!

Even though I might just fail it and gotta face it next year, but still... >.>

Yesterday studied 'til 4.30am, then wake up at 5.45am then straight away go for exam, hell yeah =_="

It was torturing... 'stress', I finally met you.

By the way, received a call from an old friend... he told me a shocking news... 4 years of relationship, how could this happen? What's in that head of his gf?? Gosh...

Well, I've got no right to criticize, since it's somehow non-of-my-business.

Anyways, it makes me realize that, even 4 years of relationship could just got blown away by some stupid reasons, so why should we struggle and got ourselves stuck in relationship?

I'm sorry for you bro, but thanks too, you made me realize how foolish I am... Yes, she don't need me, she got her own boy, I'm just... something extra- which could be there or could not be there, doesn't matter.

So, I've decided to walk on my own path as well...

For those who're enjoying your relationship, treasure every single moment, and remember them... remember the promises you've made with each other, remember the love you shares... don't hurt your loves one, or the one who loves you. Once you hold her/his hand, be prepare to commit and sacrifice- love ain't that simple after all.

For those who're struggling in relationship, either you keep struggling, or end it as soon as possible so that it will be less painful. Don't waste your time, don't waste other people's time; give yourself a chance, give others a chance. There is, always a better ones for you.

I wish all of you the very best luck!


Single ain't THAT bad after all  :)


-1.03pm-

Drown In Stupidity

I shouldn't have called.... feels worse now, wtf! ARGH, whatever!

Tomorrow is finals and guess what the heck I just did? 7 HOURS OF GAMING!!! TALES OF THE ABYSS ALL THE WAY!!!

Accounting will combo me and kill me tomorrow thanks to my own stupidity, FML!

-5.06pm-