哦，我回来了……？
多亏了其中一位‘失踪多年’的、三八的‘女儿’问了我一句：“怎么那么久没看见你 update blog？”
答案依旧：“没什么好写的呗~”
呃…… 并不是说没什么想说的，而是…… 没什么必要了吧？老实说，自己也不清楚 -_-"
真的有好长一段时间没写东西了，感觉上怪怪的。回到了 blogspot，顺便看看了朋友们写的blog post，感觉很奇特呢~ 怎么说呢？是怀念吧？哈哈哈…… 是吧？
身在墨尔本，并没有经历想象中‘应该’会面对的困难。本以为精神上的支柱不在了，在这里的生活会非常艰难，但其实还好…… 虽然，还是非常遗憾…… 有些事情，发生了就发生了，我也已经无力再去挽回。人生，莫非得失，奈何得失。我又哪来的力气去在乎？再怎么在乎，也无济于事。该做的已经做了，该努力的也努力了，既然徒劳，何苦继续伤神？
今晚，多亏了一位朋友的几句话，提醒了我一些事情……原来不知不觉间，在感激的同时，我也把许多责任都往老爸身上推…… 很难解释，非常复杂的心情。总之，今晚真的多亏了这位来澳洲之前认识的朋友，也是我最难得的觅食伙伴 :)
其中一个多年来，压得让我几乎窒息的包袱，在几句话之间就掉下来了、没意义了。虽然，这可能只是她无心的几句话，但真的让我解脱了……
可惜，相隔两地让我无法能继续和她到处寻觅美食，哈哈！可惜老天没让我早点遇见她啊~ 哈哈！无论如何，还是感激、感恩。
在墨尔本的这段时间，真的多亏了两位朋友的照顾，陪我东奔西跑地购买一切的日常用品，带我到处逛逛，也代我品尝了许多美食！ :)
多谢了 Jas 姐！多谢了 Michelle！虽然你们可能不会看见这篇部落格，但我还是想在此对你们说一句：“感激不尽！” :D
当我在做着许多事情时，都会想：‘如果没有她们的帮忙，我到底会怎样？’。真的非常幸运！当初她们来的时候，可没我那么好运能得到这么多帮助耶！或许就因为她们，我才不会被寂寞吞噬了吧……
当然，也得感激住在这里的两位亲戚--小表姨及表舅！他们真的帮了我很多，载上载下的，多麻烦啊！感激~~ ><"
好啦，我真的不知道该写些什么了！只是应酬应酬回来写几句而已…… xD
该睡咯~ 明早还有课呢！
-1.24am-
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
谎言
好久没回来这了，似乎没什么值得回来看的。
最近发现，自己好像都活在谎言里…… 好累……
担心自己受不了的同时，还得担心一切被揭穿的后果。那么，又何必继续这样下去？
谎言，无论是出于善意或恶意，依旧是一种欺骗。
欺骗别人，是何等痛苦；欺骗自己，更是难以忍受。
但却想象不了，自己放弃了，决定不再撒谎的那天……
希望，身边的人都能明白、原谅我真麽做的理由吧…… 特别是，她。
呼……还好，就快没什么必要了，许多该结束的都结束了……
-2.09am-
最近发现，自己好像都活在谎言里…… 好累……
担心自己受不了的同时，还得担心一切被揭穿的后果。那么，又何必继续这样下去？
谎言，无论是出于善意或恶意，依旧是一种欺骗。
欺骗别人，是何等痛苦；欺骗自己，更是难以忍受。
但却想象不了，自己放弃了，决定不再撒谎的那天……
希望，身边的人都能明白、原谅我真麽做的理由吧…… 特别是，她。
呼……还好，就快没什么必要了，许多该结束的都结束了……
-2.09am-
Friday, March 11, 2011
Bless them, PLEASE!
Seriously... this is way too sudden.
God, if you're there, please bless all my friends at Japan. Even if you could only protect some of them, please be sure that they're in the 'some of them' group!
Yes, I'm a selfish bastard, I only cares bout those people I know. I ain't no saint, ain't no great man. I only want my friends to be safe... please...
If God does exist, PLEASE BLESS THEM THIS TIME!
-8.28pm-
God, if you're there, please bless all my friends at Japan. Even if you could only protect some of them, please be sure that they're in the 'some of them' group!
Yes, I'm a selfish bastard, I only cares bout those people I know. I ain't no saint, ain't no great man. I only want my friends to be safe... please...
If God does exist, PLEASE BLESS THEM THIS TIME!
-8.28pm-
Saturday, December 4, 2010
烦烦烦烦烦烦烦！
唉…… 父母……
过不了自己那关……
思绪乱七八糟的……
最近，日子过得超没趣。父母的问题，就不多提了。
一个没办法让你感觉像家的家，你会想回去么？所以，都会常常找朋友们出来。可搞笑的是，当我过得还不错时，身边就不缺朋友；当我需要朋友时，每个人都忽然变得特别忙。
发现身边的好友，其实没想像中的多…… 也许是想多了吧~ 自己把别人当成好友，别人倒觉得你是多余的。有事的时候就请你帮忙，开心的时候就会忽然的 ‘想不起你’，把自己最不开心时义不容辞地伴随左右的那个人忘了（没夸张，我对认定的好友就是这样的）…… 能共患难，却不能共享福的朋友，太多了。
秉持着将心比心的原则做人，却发现到付出的越多，就只会让别人觉得你除了利用价值外，什么都不是。越了解对方、越熟络，就越‘好意思’利用……
曾经的情人，已让我深深地失望。
现在的好友，却让我心寒。
也许那些‘普通朋友’，才算是朋友吧！
一直以来，自己奢望太多，付出的也越多，但结果总是让人失望的。
被视为最离不开的精神支柱的父母，已成了最大的烦恼；身边的好友们，也让自己失望…… 自己到底该何去何从？
看来，自己真的该好好学会如何‘做人’了…… 自私点、开心点就好，对吧？
-7.19pm-
过不了自己那关……
思绪乱七八糟的……
最近，日子过得超没趣。父母的问题，就不多提了。
一个没办法让你感觉像家的家，你会想回去么？所以，都会常常找朋友们出来。可搞笑的是，当我过得还不错时，身边就不缺朋友；当我需要朋友时，每个人都忽然变得特别忙。
发现身边的好友，其实没想像中的多…… 也许是想多了吧~ 自己把别人当成好友，别人倒觉得你是多余的。有事的时候就请你帮忙，开心的时候就会忽然的 ‘想不起你’，把自己最不开心时义不容辞地伴随左右的那个人忘了（没夸张，我对认定的好友就是这样的）…… 能共患难，却不能共享福的朋友，太多了。
秉持着将心比心的原则做人，却发现到付出的越多，就只会让别人觉得你除了利用价值外，什么都不是。越了解对方、越熟络，就越‘好意思’利用……
曾经的情人，已让我深深地失望。
现在的好友，却让我心寒。
也许那些‘普通朋友’，才算是朋友吧！
一直以来，自己奢望太多，付出的也越多，但结果总是让人失望的。
被视为最离不开的精神支柱的父母，已成了最大的烦恼；身边的好友们，也让自己失望…… 自己到底该何去何从？
看来，自己真的该好好学会如何‘做人’了…… 自私点、开心点就好，对吧？
-7.19pm-
Saturday, November 27, 2010
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现在的心情实在 ‘好极了’！
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FUCK THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!
发泄完毕，日子照过，好得很！吊！
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FUCK THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!
发泄完毕，日子照过，好得很！吊！
Thursday, November 25, 2010
For the Sake of Updating
Sometimes, you'll feel that life is a big joke.
That's what I'm feeling, right now.
If you've ever came to this point somewhere, somehow in your life, you'll understand what I meant without asking; if you have never experience it yet, well, soon you will.
Sometimes, there are some problems, some pain that we can't tell anybody apart from ourselves. We'll have to completely 'enjoy' those bitterness ourselves...
The reason that I'm writing this is because some one said that I neglected my blog(credit to Kelly the hot mama)... well, it's not that I intended to neglect it, but there aren't things that I especially wanted to write down... there is one though, but it is something that I can only face it myself and unable to share. Sorry if I'm being stingy.
Well... that's that. I'll just keep rotting since it's 3 months of holidays, at the same time enjoying that little 'bitterness' and that little 'satisfaction' that comes along with it...
Life, huh?
That's what I'm feeling, right now.
If you've ever came to this point somewhere, somehow in your life, you'll understand what I meant without asking; if you have never experience it yet, well, soon you will.
Sometimes, there are some problems, some pain that we can't tell anybody apart from ourselves. We'll have to completely 'enjoy' those bitterness ourselves...
The reason that I'm writing this is because some one said that I neglected my blog(credit to Kelly the hot mama)... well, it's not that I intended to neglect it, but there aren't things that I especially wanted to write down... there is one though, but it is something that I can only face it myself and unable to share. Sorry if I'm being stingy.
Well... that's that. I'll just keep rotting since it's 3 months of holidays, at the same time enjoying that little 'bitterness' and that little 'satisfaction' that comes along with it...
Life, huh?
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
The Funniest Night Ever!
OK, I really don't wanna post something like this after so long since I last blogged but.... THIS ISH JUST TOO FARRRNNEEEEYYYY!!!! xD
The story begins about 12am(or so), I was kinda like sigh-ing about some nonsense, and was reading novel online at the same time, as usual. Then, just when I was thinking: "K, I'm gonna sleep earlier today, this is the last chapter!" Few minutes later, *BLACKOUT* LOL!!
At 1st I thought it's only my house, but after I checked the electricity box or whatever you call it, there's nothing wrong with it! I actually woke my mum up for that and when I look out-- OMAIGUT!! The whole taman farking blackout! -_________-
Well, I can't do anything about it and thought that I'll just sleep regardless of the rising temperature of my room(since the air-cond was on before that and it was still cold), but it's getting warmer and warmer 'til I got so damn 'spirited' and started to think about some nonsense-- I CAN'T SLEEP! basically -_-
After an hour or so, my phone suddenly rings. I don't usually receive call on that phone since I never give out that number, plus there aren't many people who will call me these days, so I was a little bit surprised. When I grab my phone and saw the person who's calling me, I got even more surprised-- it's Ivan Siah, the turtle. I was thinking why the heck he called me so late, and found out that his area also got blackout, lol. So, both of us decided to go out as neither of us can sleep in that condition.
The turtle asked me to pick him up and I agreed on that. However, when I was going out, I was like: "Wait a minute-- HOW DA HELL AM I S'POSE TO GET OUT THROUGH MY HOUSE'S AUTO ELECTRIC GATE (I don't have the key of the small manual gate)?!" -____________________-
At the end, I came out with the most traditional & BRILLIANT idea-- I climbed out, like a thief, hell yeah -_-
I thought that will be the best part for the night already, who knows............!
After I pick the turtle up, we planned to go to the McD nearby our housing area, but it was totally full(kinda expected, since there're people who can't stand the blackout like us) so we decided to switch our destination to the Connaught's McD. However, just when I drove out of the McD area, the turtle suddenly shouted: "OOOOEEEEIIIIII???!!!"-- on our right is our housing area, and the LIGHTS ARE ON!!! Which means, the electricity is BACK!!! -____________________________________-
That wasn't even more than 15minutes since I left my house!!!!
Then I was like: "OK, let's go home~~~", HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! The turtle was cursing all the way, and then even curse in Facebook with his awesome 'combo', which had never been heard for many years, good grief! xD
And yeah, here I am, gettin' all 'spirited', blogging such nonsense stuffs xD
My my... I think this is how life is eh? Sometimes when we can't stand certain hardships in life, we tends to give up and move to another path, just like how I can't stand the heat and went out with the turtle. However, god knows the goal is so damn near?! If only both of us have waited for another 15-20mins or so, we wouldn't have to go out for nuts! HAHA!!!
Oh well, guess I'll just take it as a lesson of the day! xD
セラヴィ . C'est la Vie! xD
-2.24am-
The story begins about 12am(or so), I was kinda like sigh-ing about some nonsense, and was reading novel online at the same time, as usual. Then, just when I was thinking: "K, I'm gonna sleep earlier today, this is the last chapter!" Few minutes later, *BLACKOUT* LOL!!
At 1st I thought it's only my house, but after I checked the electricity box or whatever you call it, there's nothing wrong with it! I actually woke my mum up for that and when I look out-- OMAIGUT!! The whole taman farking blackout! -_________-
Well, I can't do anything about it and thought that I'll just sleep regardless of the rising temperature of my room(since the air-cond was on before that and it was still cold), but it's getting warmer and warmer 'til I got so damn 'spirited' and started to think about some nonsense-- I CAN'T SLEEP! basically -_-
After an hour or so, my phone suddenly rings. I don't usually receive call on that phone since I never give out that number, plus there aren't many people who will call me these days, so I was a little bit surprised. When I grab my phone and saw the person who's calling me, I got even more surprised-- it's Ivan Siah, the turtle. I was thinking why the heck he called me so late, and found out that his area also got blackout, lol. So, both of us decided to go out as neither of us can sleep in that condition.
The turtle asked me to pick him up and I agreed on that. However, when I was going out, I was like: "Wait a minute-- HOW DA HELL AM I S'POSE TO GET OUT THROUGH MY HOUSE'S AUTO ELECTRIC GATE (I don't have the key of the small manual gate)?!" -____________________-
At the end, I came out with the most traditional & BRILLIANT idea-- I climbed out, like a thief, hell yeah -_-
I thought that will be the best part for the night already, who knows............!
After I pick the turtle up, we planned to go to the McD nearby our housing area, but it was totally full(kinda expected, since there're people who can't stand the blackout like us) so we decided to switch our destination to the Connaught's McD. However, just when I drove out of the McD area, the turtle suddenly shouted: "OOOOEEEEIIIIII???!!!"-- on our right is our housing area, and the LIGHTS ARE ON!!! Which means, the electricity is BACK!!! -____________________________________-
That wasn't even more than 15minutes since I left my house!!!!
Then I was like: "OK, let's go home~~~", HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! The turtle was cursing all the way, and then even curse in Facebook with his awesome 'combo', which had never been heard for many years, good grief! xD
And yeah, here I am, gettin' all 'spirited', blogging such nonsense stuffs xD
My my... I think this is how life is eh? Sometimes when we can't stand certain hardships in life, we tends to give up and move to another path, just like how I can't stand the heat and went out with the turtle. However, god knows the goal is so damn near?! If only both of us have waited for another 15-20mins or so, we wouldn't have to go out for nuts! HAHA!!!
Oh well, guess I'll just take it as a lesson of the day! xD
セラヴィ . C'est la Vie! xD
-2.24am-
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